Back in the saddle

Well here I am back again. Haven't posted anything in an age. Six months out of work now, and you'd think I would have been able to manage the time to squeeze a quick post in. It seems not.

Not a lot has changed, but there is massive potential for new developments. I've chased a particular job for nigh on 1o years and I think I have finally nailed it. Just waiting on a start date, but don't expect to hear for another month or so.

Still single and happy. Also still single and unhappy. Hmm...

I love being single, but would love to be with someone. Is this normal, or does every man feel that, and are just smart enough to realise that you can't have your cake, etc?

I don't seem to have problems meeting girls. I do seem to have problems finding the kind of girl I really want to end up with. Is it right to settle for anything less? How many dates does it take to decide? Surely that feeling you get at the start can't be wrong. But I've been wrong about lots of things before. Is everyone as conflicted? Do I over-think everything?

Jesus, I give myself a pain in the lower left ball with this, but can't seem to stop.